preparation

tomorrow i leave on a business trip, to teach 2 days of a class.  it will be my first night without lumi since she was born.  i leave very early in the morning (ostensibly before she wakes up) and then am scheduled to arrive home thursday night after she goes to bed.  i am terrified.  i was giving her extra hugs and kisses all night tonight.  i think she and kimmo will be just fine; it's me i'm worried about.  i'm still breastfeeding her at least 3 times a day (when we wake up, when i get home from work, and before bed) and i'm worried this will end it.